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MajestyJo 04-14-2018 01:03 AM

Just for today, i am working on my patience and tolerance. It doesn't go well when I can't do what I use to do and it bothers me when I can't meet my expectations. I had so looked forward to going to my group, going to the library, and doing laundry and I did't get to do any of it. Not just yesterday but for most of the week. We are suppose to get more rain again today.

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MajestyJo 04-16-2018 11:53 PM

Just for today, I will continue to ask for patience and tolerance with myself, who has been in bed for two days, and with my son. I am having problems posting, my hands are doing strange things. Oh how I would love to be with Woodstock on a Tropical Island.

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MajestyJo 04-17-2018 05:59 PM

Just for today, I will listen to my body and give it the time it needs. I had a 2 pm appointment, but was asked to come in 15 min, early. Darts picked me up just before 1 pm and I got home at 4:50 pm. Have to finish up and take my body back to bed because it didn't get enough sleep.

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MajestyJo 04-18-2018 12:51 PM

Just for today, I am a bit stressed. My computer is doing strange things and what it doesn't do my hand cause me trouble with double letters, no shift key, and then there is me the operator. I need some patience and tolerance. I had to try 3 times to sign. I am trying to think through the pain.

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MajestyJo 04-19-2018 06:01 PM

Just for today, my prayer for patience and tolerance worked for me. i played with a person I didn't know and played against people who have played bridge for years. I am hoping to go again tomorrow.

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MajestyJo 04-20-2018 11:04 PM

Just for today, i accept what is in today and ask for nothing more, nothing less, I can't wish my life away. What was important, happened. i made it over to my NA home group and chaired the meeting. I didn't get to play bridge. If I had forced myself to go to bridge, I know I wouldn't have made it to my group. I couldn't stay out of bed today. It was get up, go back to bed, get up and go back to bed. I had to set the alarm in case I didn't wake up in time to go. The alarm woke me up after 8 hours of sleep.

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MajestyJo 04-21-2018 09:06 AM

Just for today, working on having some patience with myself. Here I am posting 12 hours after I started posting last night after my meeting. I was very hyper after chairing the meeting, and I couldn't sleep. i hope I can now.

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MajestyJo 04-22-2018 05:19 AM

Just for today, I will try to change my attitude. The last few days it is "I don't want to go to bed" or "I don't want to leave my bed." The problem is that I have been sleeping the day away. So I need to turn my sleeping habits over to my God again!

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MajestyJo 04-22-2018 05:19 AM

Just for today, I will try to change my attitude. The last few days it is "I don't want to go to bed" or "I don't want to leave my bed." The problem is that I have been sleeping the day away. So I need to turn my sleeping habits over to my God again!

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MajestyJo 04-23-2018 05:19 PM

Just for today, it is not up to me to reason why or justify, I have had no sleep and i need to find myself some. It is my fault that i didn't want to put the book down, it is not the fault of the fault of the nurse, Meals on Wheels, or the physiotherapist who came by.

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MajestyJo 04-24-2018 11:53 AM

Just for today, I will try to put some self-care into my regime and get some healthy sleep, hopefully not an hour here and an hour there. I phoned Darts and cancelled my ride for tonight, two days and nights without sleep is not good. I will turn things over to my God and do a meditation. I have already lit a candle.

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MajestyJo 04-25-2018 06:42 AM

Just for today, i will try to not isolate. I will take a walk in my hall, if I can't get out. I will try to exercise my mind, and I will try to talk to someone beside my son.

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MajestyJo 04-26-2018 04:27 PM

Just for today, I am trying to persevere and get my posting done. i haven't hurt like this for a while, and wondering how come, when I haven't done much more than going down to the pharmacy twice today.

i reached out to my friend, but it seems to be a rough time for both of us. She gets a lot less sleep than I do.

All I can do is turn each day over to my God, and allow Him to direct my path.

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MajestyJo 04-27-2018 09:51 PM

Just for today, I will stay focused and do what I need to do. I finished snacking, and now I can give my keyboard my full attention. It doesn't matter that I have ben to the site twice before, I am not finished doing what I need to do. I can't lie down on the job.

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MajestyJo 04-28-2018 02:42 PM

Just for today, I am working on doing what makes me happy. I got almost all my laundry done, except for the bedding on my bed. Hope to do it later, but I can't see it happening before tomorrow.

I am taking myself out for dinner. That makes me happy. She is making Shepherds Pie with dessert and juice for $5. I hope it is good, it is one of my favourite meals.

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