Something that I need to do. She is home from her vacation in the sunny south. When I think of her, it is too late to call. I wasn't feeling very connected earlier, so did the meditations and prayer. She would have been out to a meeting, so maybe deep down I knew she wasn't there.
I do need to connect with her. A sponsor has always been such a big part of my recovery. At one time I had an AA sponsor, a Native woman as a co-sponsor, a NA sponsor, a spiritual adviser, and a service sponsor, and an Al-Anon sponsor.
I only have my Al-Anon sponsor now, but I do contact my very first sponsor when I need to. When I get led to call either of them, I try to make a point of doing. If I here the direction three times, I know I am overdue.