Thanks for the response. She has been through all the recovery steps and now when times got hard for her, she fell back onto that bad habit. It does hurt to see her this way since I am attached to her emotionally. On her good days, things are really fun and we have good times. Then for whatever reason, she just gets into this dark mood and does whatever she does and disappears for a few days and the cycle starts again. I tell myself every time it happens that I'm just going to ignore her calls and texts. It never happens and it's because I just feel like a cold person not being there and ignoring her like that. She says she really has feelings for me and it shows when she isn't numb to reality, using heroin. I've never been in this situation or around anyone that uses, for that matter.
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